Wednesday, 5 April 2023

Wednesday Witterings . . .

 

 


It was a fairly mild day temperature-wise yesterday. Many were out and about on the street walking their dogs and greeting each other that I had not seen all Winter.  It will be quite a bit cooler today and they are calling for freezing rain overnight.  That's this time of year, very transitional.  You never know how to dress when you are out and about. Anything can happen.

I had my latest Covid Booster yesterday. So far all I have is a sore and stiff arm, which I was very aware of in bed last night. I wonder how long we will have to be getting these boosters?  Perhaps forever now.  I know many people think that the virus has ended, but its still very much around and people are still dying from it. Mostly older people.

My sister said yesterday it’s like they have thrown the older population under the bus.  At one time they were recommending mask wearing so that others were protected from the spread of the disease, and now it is left open to your own discretion. Very few are wearing masks.  My sister and I do. It matters not that we feel like oddities.  The ones still wearing masks are generally older people.

If my brother could come down with Covid within two days of unmasking, then I am not taking a chance. I could survive it, but I might not and I never want to be the person responsible for giving it to my dad so if I have to wear a mask when I am out and about for the rest of my life, I will do it.

My brother and his family have completely recovered now.  Thank goodness.  

My sister also had her shot yesterday. I wonder how she coped with it. She has had bad reactions a few times. I hope she did well. Will be talking to her soon.


 

I haven't seen a robin yet, although my sister has.  I have given up on feeding the birds here.  All I get is Blue Jays that empty the feeder, nothing else. I throw stale bread out to them and the crows come and the Jays. Cinnamon and Nutmeg enjoy watching them, and the gulls that ofttimes show up across the road.  But I never get anything else.  I do if I put out seed, but the seed doesn't last long because the bigger birds come and empty the feeder pronto, or the chipmunk, or the squirrel.

Or rats.  I have seen rats.

And so I have given up on feeding the birds here. 

I just took a quick trip out to the post box to pop in a few pieces of mail that I had ready to go.  I wanted to get them in before the postman comes. Its lovely and brisk out there this morning. I was able to walk comfortably and quickly as well. Perhaps the key to me walking is to do it earlier in the day when my bones are not so tired?  Its worth a try.

When I went to go out I noticed that my front door was not locked, which means that I did not lock it last night. Bad me. I must try to be more diligent in checking my doors at night. Usually my door is locked all the time and I do check them before retiring.  Last night I did not.


 

I noticed this morning that the back scratcher was under the table and Nutmeg was playing with it. He must have gotten over his fear of it.  I did have it on top of the rolling cart that I keep the stand mixer on. So it has managed to travel a ways. The back scratcher that is.  He had been quite afraid of it a few days ago so I am glad that he has managed to get over that fear. Some things just take time.

There is a pattern to my days, and normally each day follows the last in much the same way. Wake up, feed the cats, say my prayers, work, have some breakfast, work,  get washed and dressed, tidy the house, work some more, have some dinner, work some more and then shower and relax in the evening with the cats, the telly and my needlework, be it embroidery or crochet.  Something that I don't have to overly concentrate on.

Then I go to bed. Say my prayers, listen to the Bedtime Shema, read, listen to my calm bedtime story and then sleep. 

Repeat.

Today is a bit different. I am going out with Cindy to get the ham, then home for some work, supper with dad tonight, and then my usual evening routine. I may see if I can get Cindy to come out to supper with us. I like it when she does, and I think dad does too.

A simple life filled with simple joys and pleasures.  You can't beat it.


 

On Monday when we went to Kentville, Cindy and I stopped at the Cambridge Convenience store on our way back to see how it was progressing. They are in the process of expanding it.  That is the shop that you can order things from Costco, and they go and pick it up and you just have to pick it up from there. There is no need for a Costco membership or to drive into the city.  Apparently someone else has opened up a larger warehouse further up the valley in New Minas. We do want to check that out sometime, but we will stay loyal to the Cambridge Convenience store.  It would be a shame for the owner to have spent so much money expanding and upgrading and then for their clientele to move to another store.  Besides the Cambridge store is a lot closer.

It was really a nice day on Monday when Cindy and I went out. I really do enjoy her company so much. I can remember when we were teens my mother telling us that one day we would be close friends. It was hard to see it then. We were teens and argued a lot about things like clothing.  Mother's know best.

Mom and her sisters were very close.  She would know about such things.  Oh how I miss mom. I am sure that I always will.


 

I really enjoyed our church's conference at the weekend.  I did miss the latter half of the last session as my son had facetimed me. Family first.  I need to go back and relisten to it.  I am sure the talks are out in their written form now. I have a journal that I want to write down my impressions in.  I did make some notes while I was listening the first time. I used to spend the whole conference furiously scribbling, but I would miss a lot in doing so. Now I basically just watch and listen and then only scribble a note when something really profound hits me.  I know that I can always go back and read them and watch them again at a later date and make more meaningful notes.

Aren't we so very blessed to be living in a time when technology affords us such bountiful opportunities. I know technology can be a bit of a double edged sword.  I think so long as we use it wisely and with intelligence we can be very blessed by it. But like anything, it has a dark and negative side.

Stick to the light.

 

I've been enjoying watching episodes of A Home in the Country on YouTube. You can find a lot of good programming to watch on YouTube. I am thinking when my TV contract is up in May I will just cancel the normal television.  I never watch it. Never.  There are no good channels to watch. It all repeats.  Same things on different channels at the same time.  I don't really need it. Unless they can offer me something new then I am just going to get rid of it. Save myself the money. 

Mind you, if the internet goes down then I will wish that I hadn't. So I need to really think about it. Decisions. Decisions.

I thought I would miss having a landline, but I don't.  I have my mobile phone and that is that.  Haven't missed a landline at all.


And with that I best finish this off and get on with my day.

A thought to carry with you.


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*Listen and silent are spelled with
the same letters. Think about it.
~Unknown  •。★★ 。* 。

 


In The English Kitchen today  . . .  Mary Berry's Greek Roast Lamb. Delicious and simple.


I hope that you have a wonderful Wednesday!  Be safe and be happy. Whatever you get up to, don't forget!

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Tuesday, 4 April 2023

A Daybook . . .


  

OUTSIDE MY WINDOW ...

All is calm.  Its plus three this morning which means its a bit milder than it has been. Most of the snow is gone. I expect what is left of it will go today. Its mostly cloudy at the moment. But, dangit, there is a severe weather advisory in effect beginning Wednesday evening until Thursday for freezing rain.  Just so long as it is okay on Wednesday morning!  Cindy and I have plans to go out. I want to pick up a ham for our Easter Dinner. Cindy was going to cook a turkey, but to be honest, I am the only one that really enjoys turkey!  And we all like ham.  So I said I would get a ham.  It will be a lot easier for her to cook as well. She works so hard most of the time.  I will be at church Easter morning so I won't be able to cook the dinner, not and have it ready on time, so she is cooking it.  I am all for making her job that little bit easier if I can!

We always had ham for Easter when I was growing up. Mom would serve it with mustard, mashed potatoes and a vegetable. Nothing fancy really. But very traditional.


 


SOMETHING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT ...

I got to spend the day with my sister yesterday and we are going to get to spend more time together tomorrow.  Oh we do have a great time. We laugh, we cry, we just plain enjoy each other's company. Well, I do at any rate!  I shouldn't speak for her, but I think if she didn't enjoy doing things with me she would find more reasons to say no, or beg off from spending time together.   I think I am pretty safe in saying we enjoy each others company.


 

SOMETHING TO BE THANKFUL FOR ...

I've never been without a roof over my head. Not really. I have always had a space to lay my head at night. I've always had food in my belly. I have never been without. I have always had enough. I am not buzzing with an unquenchable thirst that I can never seem to satisfy. I have enough even now.  I am grateful that I have a mind and a heart that is satisfied with having enough.  I don't need more. I don't even want more. I don't want to be living an excessive life. I just want to be content.  And I am. Content. I am thankful for that.

I've had a lot of time over these past few years to really think about things like that, and I have come to the conclusion that much of our joy in life comes from having enough. There are so many people in the world who don't even have a mere fraction of enough. To recognize that you have enough and to be able to stop chasing more, that is a "load-lifting" concept.  We all have loads that we carry in life. Having more than we need, or wanting more than we need is just one more load that we could all do without.

"Not that I speak in regard to need, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content:  I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound. Everywhere and in all things I have learned both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need.  I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." ~Philippians 4:11-13




ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS ...

Prayer. I pray unceasingly. I always have a running conversation going on in my mind with God. Lest I sound crazy, let me explain. I talk to God in my mind almost continuously. And I praise and thank Him also. I am just grateful for this life I am living, and I am not afraid to say that all that I have, all that I am, is down to the Grace of God. I cannot imagine not being able to or not being comfortable with talking to him. Oh, I don't do it out loud, not often at any rate. Now that would seem crazy . . . if I went around mumbling all the time. Sometimes my prayers are filled with gratitude. Sometimes they are prayers of seeking.  Some are asking. Some are pleading.  I acknowledge His presence in my life and I am in open communication with Him. And most of the time my prayers are answered immediately, and some of the time I need to wait, but always  . . .  my prayers are answered in one way or another. I don't know where I would be without prayer.




I AM CREATING ...

Its growing exponentially. My blanket is getting larger. I like how it is turning out. I have moved away from one color, one beige row because I recognized that my beige yarn just wasn't going to be enough. So I am now doing two color, one beige, and I like how it is shaping up. I don't think you can ever have too many blankets. I want enough for everyone to have one for their laps when they are in my house and it is cold.  Wrapped up together. I can't think of anything nicer!




I AM READING ...

LUCY BY THE SEA, by Elizabeth Strout

"Like many others, I did not see it coming. But William is a scientist, and he saw it coming; he saw it sooner than I did, is what I mean. ~ William is my first husband; we were married for twenty years and we have been divorced for about that long as well. We are friendly, I would see him intermittently; we both were living in New York City, where we came when we first married. By because my (second) husband had died and his (third) wife had left him, I had seen him more in this past year."

This is  Elizabeth Strout's pandemic novel. Due to Lucy’s weakened lungs, William, whose scientific background prepares him for what might be about to happen, convinces Lucy to get out of New York with him, to retire to a small coastal town in Maine, just before the lockdowns begin.

I am down to the last bit of it now and I can honestly say I am going to be sorry when it is finished. I have really enjoyed it.


 


SOMETHING TO CELEBRATE ...

Easter. I think it is wonderful to celebrate Easter every bit as much if not more than Christmas and yet we seem to put much more into our Christmas prep than we do our Easter Prep.  Gordon B Hinkley said:

“There would be no Christmas if there had not been Easter. The babe Jesus of Bethlehem would be but another baby without the redeeming Christ of Gethsemane and Calvary, and the triumphant fact of the Resurrection.”

Easter is the whole reason He came to this earth. It is a day that Christians all over the world celebrate. Because of Easter we will all live again.  Because of Easter, this life is not all that there is.  Because of Easter we have hope.




Plus there's chocolate. And if we are lucky, there's good chocolate.  I hope I get one! 😊


 


SOMETHING I LOVE ...

Tulips. I have always loved tulips even though they don't really last long in the garden and look horrible once they are done.  I love tulips. My ex boss taught me how to make the blooms last longer in cut tulips. You insert  a straight pin into the stem just below the bloom. For some reason that works.  I am not sure how or why, but it does.

I had always wanted to go and see the tulip fields in Holland, but never did get there.  I am sure it is a spectacular sight in person!




SOMETHING TO WATCH ...

Our Friend on Netflix. 

After Nicole and Matthew receive life-altering news, the couple find unexpected support from their friend, Dane, who puts his own life on hold to move into their family home. 

Emotional. Uplifting. I love these kinds of films.




SOMETHING I DON'T REALLY LIKE ...

Mountain Peaks. I don't really like to see them. They make me feel  lonely and afraid. I can remember on our trip to Austria looking over and seeing the peaks of the Alps in the distance and I was overwhelmed with a feeling that I just didn't  like at all. Bleak. Barren. Lonely. I just felt afraid.

When my oldest two children were very small, and we were living in Calgary we decided to drive into the Rocky mountains one day. We had not gotten very far into them when my son Anthony started crying. He did not like them. He was overwhelmed with the fear that they were going to fall on top of him. I could not reason with him.  We turned around at Banff. 

Seeing the Alps in the distance that day, after many, many years, I totally understood how he must have felt.



MUSIC I LOVE ...

Big Band Music.  I adore Big Band Music. Benny Goodman. Glenn  Miller, etc. I don't know if having learned to play the clarinet has anything to do with that, but I could listen to Big Band Music forever.  It just makes me want to move, swing, sway, dance.  I know, crazy to think about me swaying around my house to Big Band Music.  But it just makes me happy. Its romantic, toe tapping, uplifting and joyful. Or it is to me anyways!


A THOUGHT TO CARRY WITH YOU ...

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*The first problem for all of us,
men and women, 
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In The English Kitchen today  . . . Cheesy Ranch, Chicken & Bacon Foil Packs.  Quick, easy and delicious! Perfect for a day when you are run off your feet and can't be asked to cook anything really complicated!


I hope that you have a wonderful Tuesday. I am going this afternoon to have another Covid Booster.  I will take all the boosters I can get! Whatever you get up today, don't forget! 


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Monday, 3 April 2023

Small and Wonderful Things . . .

 

 


"The world is fairly studded and strewn with pennies cast broadside from a generous hand. But who gets excited by a mere penny? It is dire poverty indeed when a man is so malnourished and fatigued that he won't stoop to pick up a penny. But if you cultivate a healthy poverty and simplicity, so that finding a penny will literally make your day, then, since the world is in fact planted with pennies, you have with your poverty bought a lifetime of days. It is that simple. what you see is what you get." ~Anne Dillard 


 A few of the small and wonderful things which bring untold joy into my life. It's the small things in life which truly mean the most. Simple abundance . . . it's the best.





I just got to spend the weekend with Jesus.  10 hours of wonderful talks, and many hours of reflection in between.  It was the church's Spring Conference and I enjoyed every minute of it.  I had been preparing myself mentally and spiritually for weeks in the run up to it.  All of the talks were great but within the first three talks of the Saturday afternoon session, I had three of my concerns, three things I had spent the last few weeks pondering and praying about, addressed, boom! Boom! BOOM! I love it when that happens.

People ask how can I know that Jesus is real?  I just know, and when things like this happen,  I know that what I know to be true is true without a doubt.

It's not any church. It's not  any religion. It's  quite simply Christ. He makes all the difference in my life and in how I view it.






Facetimes with Anthony. He is my oldest son.  We had a nice facetime yesterday and it was lovely talking to him. My grandson Luke had texted me wanting to know if I had a recipe for a chocolate sauce. Apparently he took his birthday money and bought himself a HUGE container of ice cream and was wanting a sauce recipe to enjoy with it. I was very happy to comply.  Having a grandson looking to me for culinary inspiration meant the world to me. So then I texted his dad to make sure he got it alright and then we ended up facetiming.  He was cooking a turkey.  Yum.  He told me about this time he cooked it upside down on two slices of buttered bread.  We both agreed that those must have been the tastiest pieces of bread in the world after that!

Family.  I am so blessed.


 


I should have gone to Cindy's for supper last night, but I had to give it a skip. I was so tired.  I had woken up at 4:30 a.m. yesterday morning and just could not get back to sleep.  I just couldn't face getting into my car and driving there by mid afternoon. I was toast.  I was doing all I could to just stay awake until a reasonable time to go to bed.  I had my shower at 3 in the afternoon and put my pajamas on, and then just waited until I could reasonably go to bed. I was watching television but I kept nodding off so I couldn't really tell you anything I watched, lol.

I did get to bed. I did get to sleep. I only woke up twice.  A good nights sleep.  I was sorry to have missed spending time with my family though.


 


I am going for a bone density scan today.  I have never had one.  I guess at 67 I really should have one and probably should have had one sooner. Cindy is going with me. I am worried about having to walk down the long walkways to get to the lab to have it done. I guess I better bring my cane with me.  I started worrying about that yesterday. I don't know why I do that to myself. Who cares if it takes me forever to get down the hall. The important thing is I am going to get down the hall and have a scan. I am so grateful to live in a country where these things are free and available.




She likes her tee pee and she is using it.  Unfortunately I think it is a bit too small for Nutmeg, although he could certainly get in there if he wanted to. Cinnamon is enjoying it however.  Nutmeg is a bit of a chicken when it comes to new things, so he is giving it a bit of a wide berth. 

When Cindy and I were at Giant Tiger the other day I picked up a back scratcher. It has a metal retractable handle. I had it on the coffee table and Nutmeg saw it and freaked out. He started doing that scaredy cat batting thing at it like it was a snake or something.  It was just laying there.  He then ran under my bed and wouldn't come out all evening. I have had to put it away.  I don't know why he is like that.  Such a chicken.  Cinnamon wanted to smell it.  She's not too afraid of anything.


 

Toast for breakfast. When we were growing up my mother always made bacon and eggs for breakfast on Sunday mornings.  I didn't want the eggs, but I did want the toast which I would enjoy with some of the bacon and peanut butter.   I love toast.  Especially crispy toast which is what my father calls the crust ends toasted.  Those are my favorite bits too.





Spring is springing. I can see bulbs coming up and slowly but surely the snow is leaving us. There is not a lot around here now.  We have had a very mixed bag of weather these last few days, but that is early spring.  Some days you get a bit of snow, but it never lasts.  Some days you get rain, but each day brings a bit more warmth from the sun. 



This will soon be the order of the day. 


 

Holy week  . . . from Palm Sunday until Christ's resurrection with the stone being rolled away. This page has a bunch of resources and ideas on how to make Holy Week special for you and your family.

The Church of Jesus Christ also has a daily plan that you can follow to help to make your week and Easter more meaningful. 

This is also the week of Passover. This holiday celebrates the anniversary of the Jews exodus from Egypt.

This is a week to remember and to celebrate God's goodness.  Muslims are also in the midst of their Ramadan.


And with that I best leave you with a thought for the day. I have a ton of things to get done before Cindy and I leave for Kentville.  

A thought to carry with you  . . . 

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*In mothering
if you do it right,
you work yourself
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~Karen Tyler•。★★ 。* 。

Lazy this morning, I took it from my ME calendar. 




In The English Kitchen today  . . .  Creamy Curried Sweet Potato Soup. Simply delicious!

I hope your week ahead is filled with abundance. Be happy and be blessed.  Don't forget! 

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Saturday, 1 April 2023

All Things Nice . . .

 


She doesn't know that life can be
So very grim and hard,
That years can drag with weary feet
Dull as a prison yard.
That dreams can lose their shining shape
And all their brightness fade
And love -- ah love can perish too
In crumbling ruins laid.

She doesn't know -- at seventeen
How swift the years will fly
Life stretches wide before her feet
Fair as the summer sky.
A thousand beckoning hills to climb
A thousand ways to roam
And all the roads of all the world
Leading away from home.

She doesn't know the happiness
The love and joy she seeks
Is deep within her tender heart
That peace and honor speaks
Above the darkest blackest night
In accents loud and clear
And one sweet voice is loud enough
For all the world to hear.

She doesn't know -- at seventeen
How values change and grow,
That Age has peace and happiness
That Youth can never know.
She doesn't know the hills of home
Are fair and fresh and green
She only sees the far-off fields
And heights -- at seventeen.
~Edna Jaques, At Seventeen
Roses in December, 1944



I saw this poem this morning and it spoke to my heart.  When I think back to when I was seventeen, when all of my life lay in front of me, what did I really know about anything. I was as shiny as a new copper penny that life had not yet seen to tarnish, and yet I thought I knew all that there was to know about life. I had not really tasted yet of true hardship or disappointment. The battles I had faced to that point seem quite trivial in comparison the battles I would face in the years to come. And yet they had served to shape me into the person I was becoming and would become.

I have often thought about what I would or could tell that seventeen year old girl that might help her in the ensuing years. But really, I would not give any of it up, not for anything. I like who I am, and who I have become and all of it has been because of the tumbles and tumult I have experienced in the life which would ensue. I would not change a portion of it.

We all have lessons to learn, and some of them at the school of Hard Knocks.  All of them valuable and which cannot be learnt in any other way. Grateful am I for the learning.




 

"I asked an elderly woman once what it was like to be old and to know that the majority of her life was now behind her. She told me that she has been the same age her entire life. She said the voice inside of her head had never aged. She has always just been the same girl. Her mother's daughter. She had always wondered when she would grow up and be an old woman. She said she watched her body age and her faculties dull but the person she is inside never got tired. She never aged. She never changed.

Remember, our spirits are eternal. Our souls are forever. The next time you encounter an elderly person, look at them and know they are still a child, just as you are still a child and children will always need love, attention and purpose." ~ Author Unknown

A friend of mine posted this on facebook. It resonated. I don't really feel much different inside than I did when I was much younger.  Its that first look in the mirror in the morning that is the shocker, lol. I suppose the essence of who we are never ages, not really.


 

Here we are at the first of April. It has snowed a bit this morning, but it won't be long now before we will be complaining how hot and humid it is. The bird song has gotten that little bit prettier. I expect many will now be preparing to build nests and whatnot in preparation for the eggs they will lay.  I don't really see any leaf unfurling on any trees yet.  But the buds are there, ripening.

Don't the birds all sound lovely in the spring time?  I love to hear their song.  I think the prettiest of all are the robin and the blackbird. I could listen to birds singing forever.  It is such a sweet melody. 

I always say I cannot sing.  But I do love to sing and I love to listen to music.  We do not all have to sound like Adele.  Comparison truly is the thief of joy. If we all think that we have to be the best at all the things which we do, we will never be happy.  We can sing and still enjoy it even if our voices are mediocre at best. There is much joy to be found in the doing, even if we are not always the best at what we do.  




I have been looking at this stash of fabrics and wondering what I might do with them. They are such cheerful colors. I love the reds and the blues. Some people can look at things like this and immediately picture in their minds something they would like to make with them. I am not that talented when it comes to my eye for such things. My sister and I were in the fabric store the other day looking at fabrics and I was trying to find two contrasting pieces of fabric. Do you think I could find anything?  My sister can look at fabrics and immediately figure out what goes with what and in what way.  That is one of her talents. She has a wonderful eye for such things. 

I am far too impatient, or maybe I am lazy. I don't seem to be able to just quiet my mind enough to see things in that way. I just see color and I think to myself, I like that. Its beautiful. But I can't calm my mind enough to see the ways that they go together or a pattern or order in the cacophony of color and pattern.

And then again, I don't seem to have the time to be able to take on projects like I would like to.  I am always telling myself that I need to make time, but I seem to be slowing down.  I can't pack near as much into my days as I would like to. 


 



It seems also that my brain is always going a mile a minute, and I have trouble calming it into some semblance of order and quiet.  That is why it takes me so long to read a book these days.  I start to read and get into it, but I don't get very far before I have to go back and read what I just read over again, because somehow it hasn't sunk into my brain, and yet when I was younger it was not at all unusual for me to read several books a week.  I would read for hours after I got into bed at night. In fact that is when I did most of my book reading.

Over the past few years I had taken to watching an episode of Grey's Anatomy every night in bed, but a I would fall asleep part way through and miss most of the plot. I had gone through the whole series, but am now watching it all over again, much earlier in the evening on my television rather than my iPad and I am amazed at how much I really missed in the shows the first time around.

I think I waste my time by watching any kind of program in bed.  


 


I have an app called "Calm" on my iPad.  I have had it there for a few years. It tells you a bedtime story, or plays music, or sounds. Some are for meditation and some are engineered to relax you and help you to fall asleep. It actually does work.  I used to meditate each morning using it.  I have gotten out of that habit, but I do listen to a bedtime story every night when I go to bed. I only ever really hear the first few lines of the story, and then I will wake up a while later and take out my ear buds and easily fall back asleep.  I have no idea what the story I have just listened to said.  

One of my favorites it one narrated by Matthew McConaughey called Wonder.  His voice is so calming. I have no idea what the story is about. No idea at all. He is that good at putting me to sleep, lol.



 


I had a lovely lunch out with my friend Jacquie yesterday. Glenna joined us for dessert.  We went to this place called the Green Elephant Café. I thought it was a bit expensive. It specializes in health food and that kind of thing. There is no deep fryer. Its a very eclectic spot, but the food is quite good.  We both had the daily special.  It was a Pork Smash Burger, with sauerkraut, mushrooms, onions, tomato and garlic mayonnaise. It was actually very good.  It came with a soup cup of French Onion Soup, which was quite forgettable in all honesty, but the burger made up for it. It was $16.95 though which I felt was a bit steep.  Jacquie and Glenna both had the sugar free apple cheesecake for dessert.  I had a sugar free chocolate nut bar, which was okay.  All of their desserts are very expensive.

They do Korean food on Friday and Saturday nights though. I would be keen to try that sometime, but apparently its quite, quite busy.  I have had friends do a takeaway from there of the Korean food and they said it was very good.

 


The Spring General session of my church's bi-annual conference starts today. I am really looking forward to it and to hearing all the talks. You can watch it on YouTube or on the church webpage, BYU tv, etc.  I always watch it on YouTube. We used to have to go to the Stake Center to watch it. I much prefer watching it in the comfort of my own home.  The prayers, the music, the talks. I enjoy all of it.  It is nice to feel a part of something large.

Many families have traditions that they follow for conference, such as having Cinnamon Rolls or going for ice cream in between sessions. It is a very family oriented church.

One of my biggest sorrows is that I have never really been able to share the church with my children. Not in any meaningful way.  I am entirely on my own there.  

My two older sons now fully accept me being a member however,  and do not believe I am going to hell for belonging, even if they are not interested in knowing any more about it themselves. For that I am grateful.

In any case I am looking forward to Conference and the talks and the opportunities and invitations we will be given to grow closer to the Savior and becoming more like Him.

My Conference tradition is merely soaking it all in and enjoying the hymns and words spoken.


 


We have had more snow this morning. Nothing much, but snow nonetheless and it has laid on the grass, although thankfully not the roads. This is a very transitional time of the year. I will soon have to make an appointment to have my summer tires put on.  I also need to go and get my blue badge sorted. But I need to have my taxes done first and foremost so I need to be gathering everything together to do that.  I don't suppose anyone really likes paying taxes. I am no different. It is a necessary evil.  But without them we would not have many of the things in life we take for granted such as roads, schools, healthcare, etc.  I like the way it is done in the UK better. Its just taken off your wages according to how much you earn,  and you don't have to fill out tax forms unless you are self employed. It probably gets more complicated then.  

I am running behind again this morning. Somehow my time has disappeared since I first sat down here at six am. Three hours have passed.  See what I mean?  My days always get away from me.  I need to be off here and on about my day!

A thought to carry with you  . . . 

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*Life is a gift.
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In The English Kitchen today  . . .  Oatmeal Chocolate Chip Monster Cookies. The recipe makes two huge cookies. Very nice.  Oaty, not too sweet and stuffed with plenty of chocolate chips and raisins.


Have a wonderful weekend!  I will be back on Monday.  Enjoy yourselves, stay safe, be happy and blessed and don't forget!

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And I do too!