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Still no news from the Biopsy. Things seem to be moving really slow there. Mind you, I got a phone call yesterday about my Ultrasound on Friday. Say what? I said I had no idea I had an ultrasound on Friday. They said, that's good because we are canceling it and rebooking it for a later date. We have no ultrasound technician available on Friday.
Hmm . . . what if they hadn't wanted to cancel it? I had never received a letter or anything to tell me I actually had an appointment on Friday. I simply would not have shown up. That doesn't seem quite right to me.
I spent some time last evening watching some videos on YouTube of various Temples of my church. I started with the one in Ephraim, Utah. Such a beautiful Temple inside. I loved the stained glass and the carpets. Every inch of it is filled with symbolism and beauty. What a lovely place to spend some quiet time in and to feel closer to the Savior. I felt so at peace watching this video I ended up watching several more of them.
I have not been to the Temple since before Covid. What was once a sacred place to me had somehow been tainted by Todd's betrayal and lies to me. I mean, if someone could kneel across from you in a holy place like that and make sacred covenants on a bedrock of lies . . . then how perceptive was I. How could I allow myself to be so deceived in such a holy place. Anyways . . . it has colored my desire to go back to the Temple . . .
But last night watching these videos, I found myself wanting to go back and partake of the peace within the walls of these sacred spaces.
There is a guy on YouTube who started a channel called 52 churches. He spent a couple of years visiting a different church each week. Eventually he ended up being Baptized into the Church of Jesus Christ and now he has a channel called 52 Temples and his goal is to visit 52 Temples in a year.
These are such beautiful sacred spaces.
My cleaners were here yesterday. I love the way my house smells, all bright and fresh, after they leave. Not that my house smells bad. It doesn't, or at least I don't think it does, but I love the fresh smell of cleaning supplies and clean floors, carpets, etc. I am so grateful that, for now anyways, I can afford to have them come in every two weeks. I feel good about that. I just can't get down on the floors and underneath things like I used to be able to do. Kneeling is a no-go for me, so the luxury of having a cleaner, well . . . I am grateful that I can afford one. I think everyone on this street has one come every two weeks. Must be one of the casualties of getting old and being alone.
I don't think I have ever seen a burger look that good in person, despite the overwhelming amount of tomato ketchup involved. (I cannot stand ketchup on bread of any kind.) Tonight is Wednesday night and the night we all go out to supper with dad. I find myself wondering what the specials are for today. Eileen really enjoys these meals out. She would be very disappointed if we cancelled them. I go because it is a time to do something together as a family and I know Dad enjoys it. The food is often not that great, but it's really not about the food for me, but about the company. We are building memories together.
And with that I best leave you with a thought for the day . . .
In The English Kitchen today . . . Roasted Root Vegetable Soup. Simple ingredients, easy to make and incredibly delicious. I could eat this every day!
I hope that you have a lovely day today. Its sunny here and I hope its sunny there. Everything somehow seems even better on a sunny day! Don't forget!
FOR TODAY, September 8th, 2026
OUTSIDE MY WINDOW ...
Chilly at 11*C/51.8*F. Cloudy and a bit of rain expected around 10, but overall, not a bad day expected weather wise. It won't get much hotter than 19*C/66.2 so not a really hot day on the forecast. I don't really mind. I am not a huge fan of super hot days. This suits me just fine.
I AM THINKING ...
Yesterday was a bit of a hard day for me. It was Todd's birthday, which is really nothing, but it's also the day I stepped off a plane in the U.K. on a trajectory towards the biggest mistake of my life. It was a fresh century, 2000. I thought I was heading for such a wonderful life. How could I have gotten it so wrong?? Sometimes it is hard to shake the past. It is one thing to forget a simple mistake, but to have to try to erase 20 years of your life, that is something else. It was never built on anything more than shifting sand and that is a hard thing to deal with at times.
I know . . . you don't want to know. I don't want to know . . .
I AM ALSO THINKING ...
New day, new mindset. Onwards and upwards.
I AM GRATEFUL FOR ...
My faith. There is no other way I could have gotten through what I went through. He carried me and He carries me still. On my best days. On my worst days. On my every days.
I AM ALSO GRATEFUL FOR ...
Family and friends. Along with my faith, their support was instrumental in also carrying me to a safe place.
I wonder at times, will I ever get to a place where the past doesn't threaten to take away from my present? I sure hope so.
IN THE KITCHEN ...
Magic Chicken Pie. With a layering of ingredients and some oven magic, you, too, can be enjoying this tasty casserole. Not sure how it works, but only that it does. This is fabulous!
ON MY "TO COOK" LIST ...
This Creamy Lemon Salmon Pasta looks fabulous. "This Creamy Lemon Salmon Pasta is comforting and filling whilst still being fresh and light. This pasta recipe takes just 25 minutes to cook plus this is made with easy to find grocery store ingredients making it the perfect weeknight meal for the whole family. And adding the salmon to the pasta makes the fish go further, making this a great economical way to add fish to the family diet." Sounds good to me!!
THIS I BELIEVE ...
He is the author and finisher of all good things.
SOMETHING THAT IS NICE ...
Bright blue skies and fluffy white clouds. So pretty. I can remember as a child, when I would see rays of sunlight pouring through the clouds to touch the earth I would think they were the fingers of God.
A comfy bed. A good book to read. A reading lamp to read by.
I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO ...
This. The color, sights, smells . . . the feels.
I AM WANTING TO CREATE ...
Crochet gingham . . .
Crochet apples . . .
Vintage looking cloth doll . . .
Autumn Raggedy . . .
Peppermint Raggedy . . .
SOMETHING I ENJOY ...
Pretty spaces . . .
SOMETHING ELSE THAT I ENJOY ...
Emma Porter is forty, fat, frumpy, and a passionate amateur gardener. When her longtime lover dumps her for a younger woman, Emma escapes the cloying sympathy of family and friends by setting out on a summer-long driving tour of England's glorious gardens.
"The world is fairly studded and strewn with pennies cast broadside from a generous hand. But who gets excited by a mere penny? It is dire poverty indeed when a man is so malnourished and fatigued that he won't stoop to pick up a penny. But if you cultivate a healthy poverty and simplicity, so that finding a penny will literally make your day, then, since the world is in fact planted with pennies, you have with your poverty bought a lifetime of days. It is that simple. What you see is what you get." ~Anne Dillard
A few of the small and wonderful things which bring untold joy into my life. It's the small things in life which truly mean the most. Simple abundance . . . it's the best.
Change is in the air and I welcome it. I can feel it and smell it and see it and it seems to be happening overnight. I am loving the earlier nights. It feels cozier and comfier. I like to be nestled all in with the lights low and a blanket across my lap, enjoying something on the telly, or some good music. Perhaps a bit of crocheting. One cat nestled next to me, the other guarding my head. It's all good.
I heard a bunch fly over the other day. Maybe they were just going down the road, but soon now, they will be heading south. This is the sound of autumn. And it rings of melancholy to me. It is a sound that has accompanied most of the autumn's of my life. It is a sound that "rings" with change and signals and end of one thing and the beginning of another.
Weekends with Eileen. I love them. I think she does too. We really enjoy each other's company and get along so well. Still no word on what comes next. We keep checking her health app and no results have shown up. It seems to be taking a long time, but we remain positive and hopeful. Prayers help.
Church on Sunday. Partaking of the sacrament and renewing my covenants, taking the Saviour's name upon me. Fellowshipping with the Saints. Its just one of my favorite days of the week. I love all of it. Yesterday was Fast and Testimony meeting so I also got to enjoy sharing in the Testimony's of others. It is always one of my favorite meetings. I love to hear how the Lord has been working in other people's lives. It is very encouraging and uplifting.
Sunday dinners with the family. Cindy, Dan, dad, Eileen. Cindy usually cooks. She always makes a fabulous meal. Its just so hard getting dad in and out of the house these days. Its easier for us to go there. Yesterday Cindy made this fabulous Tortellini Casserole, with cheese tortellini, homemade Italian sausage, cheese and marinara sauce. It was really delicious. We enjoyed it with salad and then for dessert we had peach pie. That was also delicious.
Great food. The company of the people you love. What more could you ask for?
I got one of those phenerome infusers for the cats. So far so good. It seems to be working. There has been peace and tranquility since I plugged it in. They are supposed to last 30 days. We will see how it goes. Things are a lot more pleasant anyways, or at least seem to be. Right now they are having their early morning naps.
Scripture study. We are starting the book of Proverbs now, having finished the Psalms. I would never describe myself as a scriptorian. I cannot say that I understand everything I read, but I do love to read the scriptures. Beautiful words and they make me feel better, more hopeful, more at peace. I do subscribe to a few podcasts that expound on the scriptures and I get a lot out of listening to them. I admire anyone who has an ability to take so much out of these inspired books and bring them more into our own understanding. I am not such a one, but I do love to read them and ponder them, and I love reading/hearing how they inspire others. Doing so inspires me.
Today in The English Kitchen Garden Herb Dip. Fresh, delicious, easy to make. You can enjoy this with fresh crudites, or crackers, as part of a buffet table, as a snack, inside packed lunches, etc. There is no end to the pleasures you can get from this quick and simple make.
I really hope you have a lovely day today. I believe it is the Labor Day holiday in most places, so I hope it is a safe one for you. Filled with people you care about and good food. It's quite chilly here today, but that is how it is going to be more and more. Happy day all . . . don't forget!