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I seem to find myself causing a lot of confusion for myself and others lately. I do apologize for all of the kerfunkle of going private here on the blog. It seemed like a good idea at the time. I was well intended. I had not thought that there were so many of you that would want to continue reading and so, when I went to do it, Blogger simply would not accept the numbers. It meant that I wouldn't be able to allow everyone who had requested an invite to join and how could I pick and choose. I just couldn't.
So I made the only choice I could and that was to leave it open. But then that caused another problem. I did a blog post addressing everything, but for some reason only half of the post published. By the time I realized that, it was too late to change it as I was going out with Dad and Cindy, and so I decided to email everyone, but again another problem surfaced . . .
Apparently in emailing everyone in a group email, it inadvertently meant that anyone responding responded to everyone in the group, much to the annoyance of some. I deeply apologize for that inconvenience. There were simply too many people to email each one individually. I did the best that I could.
Anyways, I ended up annoying a lot of people and here I am today trying to scrabble the pieces back together. I cannot blame any of you for wanting to ditch me now, lol That darned Murphy's law. It will get you every time.
What can I say. I am 70 years old, facing a huge challenge and I am not the sharpest tack in the box at the best of times.
So, thank you for your patience, let us try again.
As you all know my daughter experienced quite a serious hemorrhage in April. It was horrendous but we dealt with it. She had a CT scan on Monday last and a Doctors appointment to follow up on Wednesday. The news was not good.
She has endometrial cancer, or cancer of the uterus. They did say it could be pre-cancer, but they have also been telling her she is pre-diabetic for the last five or so years as well, yet she is still on diabetic meds. I think, because of her developmental disability they tell her what they think she can cope with intellectually, and it is much easier for her to think she is "pre" something than it is for her to think she actually "has" something.
In any case, the Doctor has fast-tracked her to the specialist in Kentville hospital and things will go from there. He also told her if she hadn't heard anything from them within two weeks to get in touch. Yes, that is how quickly things move around here when it comes to medical anything. A snails pace. We are just lucky to have family Doctors at this point. She will need a hysterectomy at the very least.
We are trying to be optimistic and hopeful that it has not spread anywhere else. She is still bleeding, although I am not sure how much. Its a delicate issue to confront and discuss and she tends to tell you what she thinks you want to hear and what she wants to believe.
Needless to say this is not anything that anyone wants to hear or to experience, but it is what it is. We are grateful to have already experienced tender mercies of the Lord. She attends a Bible study on Friday mornings and when she went to do her work for it on Thursday, this scripture was the first one that popped up.
"This makes you very happy, even though now for a short time different kinds of troubles may make you sad. These troubles come to prove that your faith is pure. This purity of faith is worth more than gold, which can be proved to be pure by fire but will ruin. It is your faith that will bring you praise and glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed." 1 Peter 1:6-9
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PS - My apologies also to anyone who is receiving responses from the group email that I sent out. I am so sorry for that but it was impossible for me to email people individually as there were so many.
Good morning everyone. Its warm and breezy here this morning. Its already +16*C/61(F and it is only 7 a.m. Yesterday was a beautiful day. warm, sunny and yes breezy as well. The kind of day that makes you want to get out into the garden and do something, but in your heart you know this is just a teaser . . . anything you put out now, you will be running to cover from frost in a few days or weeks time. There is an old saying, "Don't cast a clout until May is out." Best to leave any serious gardening until the end of the month.
Hummingbirds have been sighted locally, just up the road in Nictaux. They are here! I haven't seen one yet but others have and have posted photos on Facebook. I wonder at the tenacity and endurance of these little creatures. They truly amaze me. I am so looking forward to watching their antics over the coming months.
I have my inside front door open this morning and I can hear the wind chimes from my neighbor's house across the way making that melodic sound that they make. I was thinking of getting some chimes, but really I don't need to when I can listen to theirs. The bird song is also beautiful this morning.
I have had a lot of gold finches, chickadees and even some sparrows coming to my feeder. Yesterday I also had some red winged black birds. Its all happening here and I am happy to see it.
Unfortunately fire season has also started. There was a few yesterday. One just up in Nictaux, and one in Pictou county. They say a lot of these fires that come up are "ghost fires." Fires leftover from the previous year that have been burning underground through the root system. That is a scary thought.
Thankfully the one in Nictaux was extinguised. We so do not want a repeat of last year. Rainy days are ahead according to my weather app on the PC and I say bring it on!
The bird bath has been cleaned and put out front on the railing. Just waiting for them to pop by for a dip or a drink. It all looks so neat and tidy out there after all the hard work Dan put in for me a couple of weeks back. Just in waiting for plant pots or whatever. The bleeding heart was taken out and transplanted at Cindy's and it is doing very well. That makes me happy.
I have been looking at these decorative flat stones that you put in gardens. My thought is that perhaps I may get a couple to place between the plant pots. They have decorative pictures on them of butterflies, etc.
I am sure we have all seen those hideous food reels. The ones where someone aggressively slaps things into a casserole dish or down on a counter top and then proceeds to put together one of the most disgusting looking creations composed of things which should never be seen together. Not in a million years. I saw one yesterday of someone layering slices of de-crusted cheap white bread, slices of cheese, with tomato sauce and some concoction of sliced boiled hot dogs and other gross looking sauce things. In a world where people are literally starving to death, people are wasting food simply for the sake of views on TikTok. I think its really appalling.
And don't get me started on the "fashions" exhibited at the Met Gala. I have not watched them or it, but have seen glimpses of the craziness. Narcissists all vying for the attention of the world by wearing the most expensive and outlandish fashion creations ever known to mankind.
When will all this stop. I find it all quite wicked to be honest. It will only stop when we stop paying attention to them. And that's the truth.
My back is still sore, but I have seen a vast improvement since it all started. I can manage the pain quite well. I just have to make sure that I don't sit anywhere, and not at the computer for sure, for any length of time. I need to get up and walk about frequently. Yesterday it was my left upper arm that was hurting more than anything else. Right in the muscle. That has still not gotten any better since my fall last September. I am not sure anything can be done about it. I am learning to live with it.
Eileen had her CT Scan on Monday and was relieved to get that over with. I think she had a Doctor's appointment today as well as an appointment with the sleep therapist. Hopefully all of her issues will be sorted soon and there is nothing untoward going on. She said she is feeling tired again just like she did before the Iron infusions, and she has not stopped bleeding entirely either. Please keep her in your happy thoughts.
I did get her a couple of new Diamond Art projects that I ordered for her on Amazon. A large picture of a farm house with a flower garden and then a set of coasters. They arrived yesterday so she was happily beginning them last night. It makes me happy to see her happy.
My grandson Jonathan turns twenty today. It's hard to believe. Both he and Gabriel are 20 now. It doesn't seem long since they were babies. The time has just flown by. I am so grateful that I have had these past five years with plenty of opportunities to spend with most of them.
I am not a traveler. I find travel very difficult. Especially now that I have mobility problems. I am happiest at home. I would rather pay for their petrol and a motel for them to stay in and have them come to me. That may sound selfish I know, but it is what it is. That last trip I took from the U.K. back to Canada during Covid did it for me. The stress of it all, etc. I just can't bear it. I think that the most I ever want to handle again as far as travel goes is a day trip here and a day trip there and I am not even sure about that. I quite enjoy my armchair travels.
My brother's father-in-law passed away early yesterday morning at the age of 94. He had not been well for a few years. My sister-in-law took such devoted care of her father, spending most of her days with him and attending to his needs, taking him out on days out from the home he was living in, attending activities in the home with him, seeing to his medical and personal needs, etc. She was a very devoted daughter. I am sure her hands will feel at a bit of a loss for some time to come.
He was a very fascinating man and led a very interesting life. You can read more about him here. Her parents are now reunited with each other. Sad for those left behind, but I am sure a blessed reunion is being celebrated in the hereafter.
I only had the privilege of meeting Christine's dad a few times. He always impressed me as being a kind, caring and very patient person. He will be missed. My deepest condolences to Christine and the family.
Hopefully I will get to some comments today. The problem is I can't comment on my iPad or my phone and it is hard for me to sit at the computer for any length of time.
In The English Kitchen today . . . Mary Berry's Super Easy Mango Chicken. This was simple and delicious. I small batched the recipe from her book entitled Mary's Foolproof Dinners. Splendid. Simply splendid.
I hope you have a beautiful day. No matter what you get up to, don't forget!
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FOR TODAY, May 5th, 2026
OUTSIDE MY WINDOW ...
THE FROZEN RIVER, by Ariel Lawhon