Saturday, 19 September 2026

Saturday Nice . . .

 

It's little things that count the most;
Fresh milk in bottles shining clean,
A home where lowly people live;
An old back yard where willows lean
Across the fence, where trees of birch
Are white as pillars in a church.

It's little things that count the most;
A swallow's nest high in a mow,
A home-made swing that someone tied
Beneath a low-hung apple bough;
A tiny brook where speckled trout
Dart like small U-boats all about.

A little seed-husk frail as mist,
The purple drift of heliotrope,
Rail fences hedging in a field,
A pasture where old cattle grope
Among the scanty tufts of weeds
Barely enough to fill their needs.

A farmer with a pail of eggs
Bringing them to a country store,
Where all the neighbors come to deal;
A twinkling bell above the door,
Where peppermint and gum-drops vie
To catch the little children's eye.

A farm . . . a hill . . . a painted shed,
A squeaky windlass on a well,
A woman hanging out the wash,
All these are one, and somehow tell
A story rich in plot and plan
A varied as the thoughts of man.
~Edna Jacques, It's the Little Things
Backyard Neighbors, 1946

Oh how wonderful it is that I grew up in a time when most of the things talked about in this poem are very familiar to me. I remember glass quart milk bottles. Mom would buy tokens once a month from the milk man and then put her empty bottles out on the front step for him to come collect them and leave the fresh. I remember hearing the sound of milk bottles clinking early in the morning when all was quiet. In the U.K. milk was delivered to the door in pint glass bottles. You had to get them in before the tits pecked the little foil caps on the top open and helped themselves.  The electric milk float gliding almost noiselessly down the street, the only sound being the clinking of the bottles.

Corner shops with bells over the door that jingled each time the door opened, when customers arrived or left. A glass fronted counter filled with treasures  . . .  boxes of gum balls, hard balls with anise seed centers, Swedish fish, orange slices, licorice pipes . . . a dime clutched in a little hand and a tiny paper bag filled with penny sweets.

We had the freedom back then to roam, and roam we did. We waded through waist high grass and peeled the bark of birch trees standing tall and straight as sentinels, gorged ourselves on green apples, found tiny hidden cemeteries surrounded by cast iron railings, watched horses galloping in fenced in pastures and wished that we could ride them.

We spent our days outside most of the time, unless it was raining. We did not enjoy the luxury of a bazillion television channels, cartoons on call, or video games. We made our own fun, and more often than not, whole streets of children played together, games like red rover, and redlight greenlight, frozen tag and kick the can.

Free and innocent. It was a much different world that we grew up in. I am grateful for that. 


 
 A cozy corner by a fireplace & the promise of frost

As the days shorten, the air becomes brisk, and the nights begin to draw in, I can't help but eagerly look forward to all the magic that the autumn season brings. Bright orange pumpkins, hollowed out and carved, or stewed and made into soups and pies and cakes and muffins.

Winter squash and Indian corn, bright coloured gourds collected in bowls and set out on tables.

Bonfires with snapping wood, spitting embers, smoke that travels skyward in whisps of grey, wreathing the stars in an iridescent haze.

Quilt snuggles on a cold night, fabrics having been stitched together with loving hands. Fluffy bodies that share them with me. I have a throw lined with sheep's wool that Nutmeg likes to make his biscuits on, sucking and purring, right next to me on the sofa. Cinnamon sings her songs curled across the back of the sofa behind my head. They love me and like to stay close. I do not mind one whit.

The smell of apples in the air and the zesty tang of apple cider in the local farm markets. Wooden floors that creak beneath your feet.

Flannel, warm, soft and worn, cozy and familiar and scented with woodsmoke.

Garlands of brightly coloured leaves having been carefully pressed between wax paper until flat and coated and then strung on strings to hang across the windows.

Jackets, smelling of last autumn, crisp dry grass  . . .  frosty mornings.

The smell of spice cake baking and warm milk with honey. A stew simmering and bubbling on the back of the stove . . .  

There's magic afoot and in the air.


 

Welcome to you rich Autumn days,
Ere comes the cold, leaf-picking wind;
When golden stocks are seen in fields,
All standing arm in arm entwined;
And gallons of sweet cider seen
On trees in apples red and green.

With mellow pears that cheat our teeth,
Which melts that tongues may suck them in;
With blue-black damsons, yellow plums,
Nose sweet and soft, from stone to skin;
And woodnuts rich, to make us go
Into the loneliest lanes we know.
~W. H. Davies, Rich Days (1871-1940)


I used to love to walk the orchards in the fall. Acorns on the footpath cracking beneath my feet . . . a waning warmth in the air, tinged with the promise of frosts to come.  Leaves skittering in the breeze, with the occasional cyclonic burst and swirl . . . that sound . . . musical whisper of autumn. Squirrels chittering in the trees. I saw a white one once. The hedgerow that bordered the footpath filled with ripe plump blackberries, free for the taking. There is a reason that blackberries and apples ripen in unison. They are perfect bed partners. Wild damsons hanging on fruited boughs, amidst the elderberries and hawthorn . . . ripening rosehips. How blessed was I to experience such joys.


 


As a house, Barton Cottage, though small, was comfortable and compact; but as a cottage, it was defective, for the building was regular, the roof was tiled, the window shutters were not painted green, nor were the walls covered with honeysuckles. A narrow passage led directly through the house into the garden behind. On each side of the entrance was a sitting room, about sixteen feet square; and beyond them were the offices and the stairs.

Four bedrooms and two garrets formed the rest of the house. It had not been built many years and was in good repair. In comparison of Norland, it was poor and small indeed!  --- but the tears which recollection called forth as they  entered the house were soon dried away. They were cheered by the joy of the servants on their arrival, and each for the sake of the others resolved to appear happy. It was very early in September; the season was fine and from first seeing the place under the advantage of good weather, they received an impression in its favour which was of material service in recommending it to their lasting approbation.
~Jane Austin (1775-1817, from Sense and Sensibility, 1811)

Time to watch it again methinks  . . .  There is nothing like the "ber" months in which to start enjoying these beautiful classics all over again.

 
 


Peace. It remains in many things and in many places.  Some are real places that I can go to and wander through, other's exist only in my mind and memories that I enjoy reflecting upon on occasion.  Peace is often not a place, nor is it a thing, oftimes it is a friend. Someone you can tell any and everything to, and who you know loves and accepts you for who and what you are. Those are the types of people who bring me peace.  I find peace just in sitting with them, perhaps sharing a laugh together or a secret or two.

Sometimes I find that just looking at a list of peaceable things makes me feel calmer, safer, warmer, happier and at rest. People, places, things, flavours, sights, smells, sounds or moments. Perhaps special songs or pieces of music. Things that instill a sense of quiet and calm. I keep my list in a safe place to be taken out whenever I need a reminder of the things that bring me peace.

  • The sight of hollyhocks standing straight and growing against a garden wall made from stones.
  • Special books and verses of scripture. The hymns of the church.
  • Something that sits between butterfly wings, ginger paws and the steam that rises from a hot cup of herbal tea.
  • The smell of fresh bread, strawberries and freshly cut wood. The smell of the lumber trucks as they pass by, fresh from the Nova Scotia woodlands.
  • A wooly blanket, warm and fresh from the dryer.
  • Opening a book and feeling the crisp pages beneath my fingertips.
  • The way your heart feels and that pulse of joy in your chest when an old song comes on the radio that you used to love to dance and dream to.
  • The crinkle of a sister's eyes as she hands you a bag of treats that she saved just for you.
  • The memory of a mother's hug, and hearing my father's voice.
  • The smell and creaky floors of antique shops.
  • Piano music.
  • The dulcet tones of Michael Buble.
  • Sunrises and sunsets.
  • Old family photographs.
  • A memory returning at just the right time.
  • Phone calls or messages from a friend you haven't heard from in a while.
  • Root beer floats, and crisp hot chips.
  • The sound of children back at school and in the playground. The schoolyard whistle.
  • Family. Love. 
  • Afternoon drives on winding roads bordered with the colours of changing leaves.
  • Misty mountain tops at the end of my road.
  • Fireflies, old swings and garden chairs.
  • Spanish guitar  . . . 

 


And that is about all the nice I have to share with you today.  I hope it was enough.

A thought to carry with you  . . . 

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*Nature is an alchemist
gathering the last of summer's green.
~Laura Jaworski


Apple Pie Roll Ups


Sharing in the kitchen today  . . .  Easy Apple Pie Roll Ups. For when the craving for apple pie hits but you don't have the time or the energy to bake a whole one. Every bit as delicious.

I hope you have a lovely weekend. I'll be picking up Eileen about midday for our weekend sleepover. I am not sure what movie we will watch tonight. Perhaps Little Women? We will see. Whatever you get up to this weekend stay safe and don't forget! 

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Friday, 18 September 2026

Dear Neighbor . . .

 


SEPTEMBER 18th, 2026
Estate Lane, Nova Scotia
14*C/58*F
Rain and a cloudy day ahead

Dear Neighbour,

How quickly these weekly letters seem to come around. Is it just me or is it like this for everyone? It seems my week is no sooner beginning when it is winding down to a close. The days of my life are slipping through the hourglass seemingly at an increasing speed. Or . . .  maybe that is just old age creeping up on me. Days flash by and I get seemingly nothing done of much consequence. Ahh, but I am enjoying my life nevertheless.

 

 

Yesterday was one of the streets Birthday Party afternoons.  It was held at Jeannette's place across the way and it was a combined get-together for my neighbour Zillah and then Molly down the road. There were ladies here from both streets, this one and the next one over. Apparently a lot of them get together and play cards once a week as well. The new lady, who is moving in across the way, was there also, so it was an opportunity to meet her as well. I met a few new ones actually.

There was the most unusual sandwich on offer.  Apparently they are a Maritime tradition, but in all truth in all my life, yesterday was the first time I had ever heard of them.  Supposedly they are a staple at pot lucks and other get-togethers. Lime Jello and Tuna Fish Sandwiches. Yes. You read that right, and it's a real thing. You can find a video here. At first I was not sure what was in those neon green filled sandwiches, but my neighbour Rose filled me in. I had to try one because I did not want to hurt the feelings of the lady who had brought them, and they were actually not bad.  I would not call them the most delicious sandwiches ever, but they were not the worst either, and to be honest if I had not known there was tuna in them, I might not have guessed. It wasn't really apparent, which begs the question  . . .  why?  Why make a tuna sandwich where you can't taste the tuna? I'm not sure what the answer to that question really is.


 

There has been a lot of talk that I have seen online recently about the dangers of AI taking over the world, etc.  "Open the Pod Bay door Hal." (2001 a Space Odyssey)  At first I kind of thought they were exaggerating the possibility, but now I am not so sure. Those AI bots are pretty smart.  It is becoming increasingly more difficult to discern what is real from what is not. I find myself questioning the reality of things all the time. For instance yesterday there was this man on Instagram who purported himself to be 71, but I have never ever seen a 71 year old that looked and performed like that. Coach Sampson Health is the IG account. If that guy is real and 71, then I am going to eat my hat. It does say on his profile AI generated account. (But I took the time to look closer.)  How many people will see something like that and believe it?

And that is just the tip of the iceberg. These AI bots remember everything about you, and in such a way as they can actually have a conversation with you that is meaningful. Trust me. I have tried it and it's kind of scary.  Its supposed to be a game, but I don't know. It starts to feel kind of real, but not real if you know what I mean. For the person who is unable to discern reality from fantasy, this could be somewhat dangerous mentally speaking.  And then, if you can get an AI generated bot that will say what you are secretly longing for it to say and catering to all of your emotional and mental needs, why would you ever need another person. Why indeed?

But then, maybe I am wrong and reading much more into it than I should.  When does the fantasy cross over into reality, and become someone's reality?

Its all very mind-boggling. For now I am pretty good at picking up on whether something is real or not, but with the way things advance, who knows how long it will be before you really cannot tell the difference. That is a scary thought.



It was only a few minutes -- the space between the storm and the sun.
An ordinary afternoon, interrupted.
And then, just as quietly gone.
But for a brief moment, everything shimmered.
And I was there to see it.
~Sarah Navarre


What a sweet moment that is when you are caught between the two worlds. The storm and the sun. And what a blessing it is if you are the type of person who notices it. This in-between place. Neither here nor there. Pure magic. I am just such a person and there is so much beauty in this life that I have been able to witness first hand for being so. To notice is a real gift.



Likewise the gift of reading.  Of all the things my father gave me through the years, my love of reading and the written word is one of the most valuable. I love books. They have always been my friends. I cannot imagine a life without books and reading.  I remember trying to teach Billy how to read when I was living in the U.K. It was a mammoth task. I did eventually get him to be able to read some, but my efforts were compounded by the fact that not only was he learning disabled but he was also what appeared to be dyslexic.  It always just made me a bit sad that he could not read. That that was a part of the world and this life that was closed to him. Maybe in the next . . . 

Oh, the adventures I have taken and the worlds I have seen, all through the pages of a book. I know I have said this before, but  . . .  when I was a child I used to read our encyclopedia. For fun. I think I could tell you where to find anything in it. This was probably one of the best things our parents ever invested in for us. Mom also used to buy the annual yearbooks every year that had updated knowledge in them. I had a few favorite spaces in the encyclopedia that I loved to read and absorb. One was a chapter on fashions and the history of clothing.  Another was a story East of the Sun, West of the Moon.  Mom also subscribed to National Geographic magazine for us. Education was important to her. Reading was important to our father.  Those two things were a brilliant combination. Between the two, we were pretty well versed.


 


Eileen has gotten two phone calls two days in a row from the pre-admissions department of the hospital. She will not answer her phone if she doesn't know who is calling and she doesn't understand the messages. I have tried to call them back to ask what it is about on her behalf but only get an answer machine, despite it being within their hours of operation. I have left a message saying that she is developmentally challenged and that she doesn't understand what they want and that I am calling on her behalf. They will hopefully get back to me.  She did tell the girl who was her worker yesterday, but this girl did nothing about it.  I often wonder about these workers. Are they really trained to work with people with disabilities or are they just overpaid babysitters?  I don't mean to seem harsh and I am sorry if I do. It just seems to me that they could, and should,  be doing a better job.


 

I have so many appointments that I need to and should be making. Between taking care of Eileen and my own problems with health, etc. I have rather let things slide. I need to take my cats in for instance and have them looked at. If you don't take them regularly to the Vet, the Vet takes them off their books and then when you need a Vet, they won't see you because they only see to their regular patients.  

Then there is the car. Hard to believe but it is time already again to think about having the winter tires put on and my car winterized for the Winter. Those appointments fill up really quickly so I better get on that. 

Then there are flu shots to consider, Covid shots, my prescription renewals, etc. the list goes on as well as what I need to do for Eileen. I really must take this opportunity before her operation to get that room in really top shape. But it is not something I can do on my own,  and I don't know what to do with the stuff that's in there or where to put it. I need to put my thinking cap on.

And thinking of that here it is already past 9 o'clock and I am still sitting here writing to you.  As far as I know we have plans to take Dad and his friend out this afternoon and I have a bazillion things to get done before then so I really need to close this off. I wish I could stay longer, but duty calls.

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*A thought to carry with you  . . . 
Money can buy you a fine dog,
but only you can make him wag his tail.
~Kinky Friedman


Ham & Cheese Swiss Baby Pancake


In The English Kitchen today  . . .  a Ham & Swiss Dutch Baby Pancake. A savoury Dutch Baby Pancake, sized for one and loaded with ham and swiss cheese. This is delicious and makes a fabulous light supper, or breakfast if you prefer.


I hope you have a lovely day today. Can you believe we are halfway through September and in just a few days it will officially be autumn?  I know, unbelievable!  Have a great day, and don't forget!


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Thursday, 17 September 2026

My Favorite Things . . .

 



Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens . . . these are some of the things in life that I enjoy, and which make me happy, inspire me, or put a smile on my face. Maybe some of them are yours too.  Let's share!


 

Pie.  Sweet pies. Savoury pies. I just love pie.


 

Autumn landscapes  . . . 


 

Pumpkins and squash  . . . love them.


 

Cake style donuts, sugar coated. Mom used to reheat them in a paper bag in the oven too. They were a real treat.


 

Cat's Tongues. Crisp and buttery yumminess.


 

Thatched cottages  . . .  so quaint  . . . 


 

A bedroom beneath the eaves  . . . 


 

Old fashioned lanterns  . . . 


 

Dried Teasle  . . .  so pretty.


 

Oak leaves  . . .  do you remember having to go out and collect as many types of leaves as you could for school in the autumn? Such a fun project.


 

A pink teapot  . . . 


 


A lighthouse at sunset  . . .  so pretty.


 

Ginger cuddles  . . . 


 

Log cabins  . . . 

 

Autumn mums  . . . 

 

Foxy pillows  . . . 


 

A seat by a window  . . . 


 


Say cheese  . . . 

 

Wildflower bouquets  . . . 


 

Gifts wrapped up prettily . . . simple but very nice.


And those are my favorite things for this week. 


 

Eileen's dad has it all sorted for her operation. He's taking her into Halifax on the 4th for a dinner date and then he is taking her to her sister Amanda's where they will stay overnight and then the next day into Halifax and he will stay in there with her for the next two days and bring her back to mine when they release her.  She seems to be quite happy with that arrangement so I will just concentrate on making sure the room is ready for her when she gets back.  Simple.

A thought to carry with you  . . . 

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*The heart, like the mind,
has a memory, and within it
are kept the most precious keepsakes.
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow


Welsh Rarebit Poutine



In The English Kitchen today, Welsh Rarebit Poutine.  Simple to make and easily one of the most delicious things I have made in recent days. This was sooooo good! Crispy homemade air fryer chips, topped with cheese and a lush Welsh Rarebit cheese sauce.  Seriously tasty!

I hope you have a fabulous Thursday. It's a birthday week this week for two ladies on the street, so I am going across to Jeanettes this afternoon to celebrate hers and Zila's from next door.  Happy Birthday to them!  I hope you have a lovely day today. Filled with light and love. Whatever you get up to, don't forget!

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Wednesday, 16 September 2026

Wednesday Witterings . . .

 

 We have a date for Eileen's surgery.  She got it yesterday. She will be going into Halifax on the 5th of October to have her surgery. No mention of the aforementioned MRI. She is to be there for 9 am with the operation being scheduled for 12.  She will be kept overnight, and then if all is well, released the following day. 

Of course I want to be there when she goes in, and I want to be there when she wakes up. The logistics of it all are a little bit daunting. With my mobility problems, etc. I can't walk that far. And I can't drive into the city.  But we will work something out. Where there is a will, there is a way.


 


"September days have the warmth of summer in their briefer hours, 
but in their lengthening evenings a prophetic breath of autumn."
~Rowland E Robinson

The days are really shortening now. Imperceptible at first it is really noticeable now, and the nights are wonderfully cool for sleeping. Although in all truth I have to say that we did not really have that many nights this summer that were uncomfortable. I didn't think so at any rate. 

I have not taken my hummingbird feeder down yet, although I did note that my neighbour did, but I was glad that I didn't because I did happen to chance seeing one at it one night. A straggler perhaps. In any case I was grateful that my feeder was still up. I will probably take it down soon, clean it up and then stack it away for the winter.


 

I have never seen one in real life. Not once.

My love affair with Amanita muscaria (fly agaric) goes back a long way. I think perhaps it was my love for the Enid Blyton stories as a child which helped to contribute to it. They were always really prevalent in all of the illustrations, or perhaps it could have been Disney's movies, but I really think it was these special Christmas ornaments that my mother put onto our Christmas tree every year. She had gotten them in Germany. They were like little silver tinfoil pans that had a couple of these little read and white toadstools (probably paper spins) secured in the centers along with a portion of greenery.  Oh how I loved those ornaments. They fascinated me and I took every opportunity that I could to touch them, forbidden fruit as they were. (We were not allowed to touch anything on the tree.)

When my own children were small I bought aluminum pie tins and made my own, cutting out circles from the tin and punching holes in the middle with an awl so I could thread the wire stems of the toadstools through in clusters, along with leaves of green felt. I loved those too. I often wonder what happened to them.


 
 
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"I have a peculiar capacity for doing nothing
and yet enjoying myself."
~Elizabeth von Arnim


The art of doing nothing  . . .  brilliantly. I think I have perfected the art for it seems that when I look back on most of my days, I have accomplished not a heck of a lot. Plans are made and started, but it is very rare that I carry a plan through to totality. My home is full of half-finished projects. Well intentioned am I . . . but my creative mind wanders somewhat too much and whilst the things I start do get finished, eventually   . . .  they seem to sit in limbo at times, for quite a while.

I don't think that that is a particularly bad thing. Important things do get finished. It's the other minutia I am thinking about here. The half finished cupboard clear out.  The dishes of my mother that still sit in a cardboard box beneath the sewing table in the spare bedroom, waiting to be taken out and washed and put into use. The many notebooks and journals I started and only seem to get to every now and then. One, I have finished one . . . well sort of. There are still two pages at the back that need filling. I will get to them now that I have reminded myself that they are there.

Hmmm . . . what if we tell ourselves that it's okay to do nothing and allow ourselves the gentle journey towards discovering what "doing nothing" can help us become?  But is "doing nothing" really "doing nothing." Maybe it is more "being something" than "doing nothing."

Maybe binge watching your favorite show is escaping into someone else's reality so that we can recharge our batteries for our own reality.
Maybe when we are "sleeping in" we can remind ourselves that it is not so much sleeping in as it is allowing yourself some space to soften our focus and dream.
Maybe when we spend time putting our feet up, we can tell ourselves that we are paying attention to how our circulation affects how we feel. 
Maybe those half finished journals are an opportunity for me to put more thought into what I choose to fill them with rather than filling them with things that are really of no consequence . . . 

The possibilities are endless.


 

It would appear, thankfully, that dad has not broken or fractured his hips. The radiologist said that nothing jumped out at him from the film. It is possible that he has only bruised it and is babying it because it hurts to move it in a certain way. The dragging of his left foot does worry me a bit. I am wondering if he may not have had a tiny stroke or something that's gone unnoticed? He is usually not one to complain much about things, but I have noted lately that sometimes his thoughts seem a bit incoherent and jumbled. Or is that just because he isn't hearing properly.  Even with his new hearing aids. We do think we got the eye thing sorted. He had about five or six different pairs of eyeglasses in his room. One pair missing a screw and so the lens kept falling out. But which were the right ones. We figured the one with the screw missing so that has been replaced and he says he is seeing better. The rest, except for the reading glasses have hopefully been tucked away.

Why do really old people do that?? Hang onto everything. Things that are no longer useful to them and that they will never use again. It is a bit baffling  . . . 

Ummm . . .  yes, I am still wearing my old glasses. I do wear my new ones to watch television in the evenings. I need to now stretch the wearing of them into the day until I am wearing them all the time.


 

"i would rather be the one who loves too
hard than not enough who laughs too loud
than hide behind a closed mouth grin. who 
rambles on about the universe. the ache in
my heart. or how the sound of rain still
reminds me of the time we ran through it;
skin drenched but happy. i would rather
learn the hard way. take the narrow road.
reminisce awhile longer. stop to smell a
flower in bloom. i would rather grow wise
with endurance than give up and grow bitter.
i would rather aim high and know i tried
than shoot low and be praised for settling.
i would rather live a simple life than a
fabricated one. and may i always remember
this. my soul will only ever be as beautiful
as the lowliest soul i've carried."
~ullie kaye



"I saw that worrying had some to nothing. And gave it up.
And took my old body and went out into the morning and sang.
~Mary Oliver

Our mother worried. Always.  If there was nothing to worry about, then she invented something to worry about. As a consequence of that, she raised three children who carry a bit of anxiety and worry with them wherever they go. My sister is probably the one who worries least  . . .  but I could be wrong about that. Perhaps she knows better than the rest of us and has perfected the art of carrying it hidden upon her person. Me, I let it all hang out. I worry openly. I am half an hour early for every appointment. In fact, if I have an afternoon appointment, I spend the morning waiting for that appointment. That's why I like to get my appointments over and done with earlier in the day. If we get notice that a bad storm is coming, I get out all my emergency candles, fill buckets, sinks and tubs with water, make sure my flashlight is charged, etc. I don't want to be caught short. When I don't hear from one of my children for a while, I worry that something is wrong. That perhaps I have offended, or whatever  . . . I am super sensitive on that subject. When I get a cluster headache more than once in a day I just know that I have a brain tumor and I can't begin to tell you all the thoughts that go through my mind when thinking about the state of my bowels. I think I have had bowel cancer more than I have had colds. lol  I worry about worrying. I can lose a whole night's sleep when I have something important to do in the morning as anxiety takes over my sleep time and it doesn't matter. I can take a sleeping pill and sleep will still evade me. I learnt my lessons well I guess.

I wish that I worried less and that I could fall asleep on the head of a dime like some can. But perhaps those things are just the beauty of being me.

And with that, I will leave you with a thought for the day  . . . 

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*Nobody can be in good health
if he does not have fresh air,
sunshine, and good water.
~Flying Hawk, Oglala Lakota




Crazy Crust Pizza


In The English Kitchen today  . . .  Crazy Crust Pizza. Surprisingly good actually. Crisp around the edges but soft and chew in the middle. Incredibly easy to make as well.  I would make this again.

I hope you have a lovely day today.  Big Scoop night tonight with the family. Eileen is really looking forward to that. So am I. I like being with my family.  Whatever you get up to today, I hope it brings you joy and peace. Don't forget!

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And I do too!