How did it happen? Did I blink too fast? Wasn't I just 17 yesterday, and filled with hopes and dreams? Or 25, with all of my chicks beneath my wings? That is how it seems . . . your days seem to pass as if in a blur and then all of a sudden you are on the precipice of something that once seemed to be eons away. You are older than you ever thought you could be. Loved ones are missing and gone . . . and it all happened far too fast. In. The. Blink. Of. An. Eye.
Ahhh . . . but think of the wisdom gained. And the growth in spirit. You were but a child and now . . . you are almost full grown. Hopefully there is still quite a ways to go before you are done. There are still hopes and dreams, and your chicks, they have chicks of their own. Such is the way of life. Its all as it should be, and quite rightly so.
Oh the little faces, with scrunched up noses as if something foul just passed by. Grumpy Gus's. When I was a child I thought they danced in the garden beds. Green toes prancing over the dirt, leafy arms held aloft . . . to music only the fairies could hear. Elfin drums beating . . . alongside the tinkle of canterbury bells . . .
Yes, I did read too many Enid Blyton books and watch too much Disney. For me fairy worlds were real and tangible, and I longed to catch a glimpse. Too much imagination. That was me. My head always in the clouds.
I ventured out yesterday for a short. Cindy and I went up to the Super Store. I wanted some fruits and some vegetables. I got what I thought a fresh salad, but it ended up being mostly stems of romaine without a lot of leaf. I should have looked closer. Was a person putting together salads, I fear my pride in a job well done would not allow me to do such a thing . . . fill a salad container with just stems, and then hide them beneath a tray of tomatoes, carrots, etc.
I did get some lovely looking apples at Goucher's Farm Market though. I plan on making myself a bowl of applesauce. I am not one much for eating apples in the raw. A piece here and there, but cook them and I am all in. I think it is a texture thing. I do not like the feel of the skin against my teeth. In these later years I find myself being super sensitive to textures and smells, tastes even. Lately pepper seems to smell like smoke to me and I am not overly fond of it . . . the smell.
I did get to the Drugstore and spoke to the Chemist and asked if I could take some Ibuprofen to help ease the inflammation in my knees for a few days. I got some and had seen a little improvement by the time I had gone to bed last night. I was a bit more comfortable at any rate. The pain is still there this morning. I expect it will take a few days to ease to tolerable. I will be calling tomorrow to try to get an appointment next week to see a Doctor.
I watched a video by Hannah Ricketts yesterday as she ventured into Panzers (her local store) and into Chelsea to see what Easter goodies were on offer. I was amazed at all of the different things that were for sale for Easter in just those few shops in London. I expect it is the same in most large urban cities. We don't get a lot here where I live. The usual Cadbury's eggs and Lindt bunnies. I have never seen anything so luxurious here, but then I don't think that people around here would have the dosh to spend on such things. It was very interesting however and I really enjoyed seeing everything.
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Advil 12 hour is my go to for pain/swelling relief. It's a drippy foggy dull day today, makes my arthritis feel so much worse. I read those comments on your Facebook page, you gave good answers. I wonder how many of those people actually live in England. Today English food is a combination of all sorts of styles/cultures/ ingredients etc. They are just trolls and looking for an argument. I imagine not a lot of traditional English food around. Had a similar experience with some bagged coleslaw, it was big chunks of cabbage, and very little other stuff. Rest when you can. Take care.
ReplyDeleteLol sacrilegious? Give me a break:) Funny how Ibuprofen knows where to target the pain:) A miracle;)
ReplyDeleteHope your knee continues to feel less sore, Marie. Chronic pain is so difficult to deal with. To all those critics out there, if you can’t be kind, be quiet. Enjoy your dinner with your Dad and Hazel. Hope Cindy decided to go, too. Love and hugs, Elaine (in Toronto)
ReplyDeleteHope your knees feel better. Lots of wonderful shares here from you to all of us. Thank you
ReplyDeleteAlways a lovely visit with you…always I love the recipes. Hard to imagine someone would take time out of their day to troll and criticize…it’s beyond comprehension! Easy to tell you to ignore, hard to actually do…I’m not on any social media…twitter, Facebook, TikTok….never have been…and that makes me happy…I know I miss a lot of lovely things but I also miss the unkindness.
ReplyDeleteHope you’re feeling better each day, happy Easter week! V.
It is indeed a strange time we live in...you can be criticized for things no one would ever expect!! As to knee pain...I had had it for years and it was very bad...but I had an allergic reaction to something I ate and took a little Benedryl capsule. Do you know that little capsule took away the swelling and pain like nothing else, aside from the laser treatments we got some years later. So I don't know if it would help, but probably would not hurt to try it out. It was a most unexpected side benefit to me!! Wishing you the best!!
ReplyDeleteHUGS, Elizabeth xoxo