I spent some time talking with my middle son Doug yesterday afternoon, well a few times yesterday. He is the one who had a heart attack several years ago. He has been having issues with his heart again this past week, with what started off as a bad cold, and is now feeling like more than that. He was able to get in to see a Doctor yesterday (not easy as they had slated him to see the Doctor at the end of April being the soonest). I am so grateful that at least one Doctor stepped up to see him sooner. He has adjusted his meds and on Monday Doug will be going for more tests and then further tests after that. God willing they will get to the bottom of what is going on and be able to sort it. I pray for all of my children several times a day, but my prayers are now doubled for him. He is so young (42) and has a young family to care for. I would that he would be able to see all of his own children grown and settled and happy and that he would be able to enjoy the blessing of spending time with his grandchildren one day. He is a kind and gentle man. I have put it all into God's hands, which is the best place to put it.
I have always been a great lover of things which bring with them a positive message. That is why I chose very carefully the things I wanted to fill my home with. Everything that I have brings with it a message, or the love of someone dear to me. This is the one great luxury of having been able to begin again from scratch and to now live all by myself, bar my furry companions. I am surrounded by and covered with things that bring me peace and joy. I guess you could call it making lemonade from lemons.
I do wish sometimes that I had more time to participate in pleasures such as drawing, painting, sewing, etc. But that is my own folly. I need to make the time, and I easily could. I do not really need to work as hard as I do. I suppose there is a fear in me that this might come to an end one day, and probably will. I am not getting any younger. I need to be prepared for if and when it does. I need to have a financial cushion to fall back on when it does. Financial security. At times I fear I live in a house of cards that could all come tumbling down around my ears, but that is where my faith comes in to play.
He has not dropped me yet. I have been carried through some pretty tough times. I really have. Some may find it hard to understand, but through it all I have been able to see the hands of God working and my faith in Him has helped to guide me through all of the difficulties thus far in my life. I don't know where I would have ended up without it.
There is no such thing as a charmed life. Trials come to us all. How we handle them is what matters most. I handle mine with faith. My faith has always been a great source of peace and strength for me. I am able to give thanks for the trials because they have helped me to grow in ways I would not have been able to grow otherwise, and they have brought me into a deeper communion with my God. My faith has helped me to see roses instead of thorns. My faith is what has helped me to keep moving forward instead of standing still.
I love to watch a girl called Hannah Ricketts on YouTube. Yesterday I watched she, her sister and her two nieces have afternoon tea at The Lanesborough Hotel in London. It cost over 300 pounds (over $500 cad) for the four of them, which seems quite obscene. I could feel their disappointment as I watched. There was not even a tablecloth on the table, and no real service like some of the other places I have seen them take tea at. For that they got a glass of champagne (the adults) a cup of tea (and it was bagged tea not loose tea), a few finger sandwiches, some fancy cakes that were all mouse types of things in one guise or another, not a sponge cake amongst them, and a scone a piece with some cream, jam and lemon curd. The nieces had hot chocolate and their sandwiches were actually very simplistic and quite hard and dry. I was disappointed for them. Personally I would have expected a lot more for that kind of money. I think at the end they rated them a 6 out of 10. I think that was a bit generous in all honesty. Some of the places that I have watched them take tea at that were not near as expensive were much grander, gave much nicer options, and paid much more attention to every detail. I think a tablecloth is the very least you should expect for that high of a price tag.
I would expect a table cloth with real china and real tea, leaves, not bags, and pots of hot water to water it down when it gets too strong. Nice finger sandwiches, all beautifully cut and decorated with fresh and delicious fillings. (At least four per person.) I would want several choices of sweets, not all being the same style and type (a tart (perhaps jam) with at least one type of "cake" being on offer). Two kinds of scones, a fruited scone and a plain scone for each with real clotted cream, and fruity jam. Not bothered if there is lemon curd or not. And I would expect the waiters to return with each course, and offer seconds. (even if you couldn't eat them) And at the very least I would expect a beautiful cardboard box in a pretty paper bag to take the leftovers home that you could not finish. For that kind of money. That is the very least I would expect. Am I asking for too much?
Darn, now I am wanting to make myself an afternoon tea, lol A well done afternoon tea is a very nice thing.
And with that I best leave you with a thought for the day before I get too carried away!
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In the English Kitchen today a fine cookie for Spring. Sunny and light. Lemon Splits. A spiced crisp gingerbread sugar cookie base, topped a ribbon of lemon curd, a tangy lemon glaze and fresh lemon zest.
I hope that your weekend is filled with lots of nice things. Be happy and feel loved. Count your blessings not once but twice, and don't forget!